I had the pleasure of spending some time in a sauna the other day, and as usual I got some insights.
Speaking of sauna, I just learned that regular sessions of sauna increases the amount of white blood cells and thus strengthens the immune system. Cool! It seems to be due to the heat (surprise) as the body interprets it as a fever and alerts the defensive forces.
Anyway, one of my major insight this time is related to a post I wrote, about songs, and particularly our own song. Your own unique song. Your own unique vibration.
A short recap of the episode/post mentioned above:
To me, it’s all about songs. Everything has its own song. This isn’t something strange really, as song is a sound is a vibration. I think its pretty much common knowledge nowadays that everything vibrates to some extent. Atoms don’t really stand still, but move really fast. Hence, they have a vibration, a sound and … a song. Cool.
Few, if any, of us can hear the songs of atoms with our ears. Thank God, one might add, as the alternative most probably would be instant madness. Not good. The really cool thing is when the songs of atoms are combined into molecules, and you get duos, trios and a whole bunch of other constellations. Orchestras even! Symphonies of songs combined into complex things as… flowers, water, pine needles, sand, the smell of flowers.
Hence, you have a unique song as well, and this might very well be connected to your DNA, which I feel is much more complex than just the blueprint of our bodies. (This is my interpretation of what I heard about DNA anyway.) I wont go into this too much here, but I feel we have more strands than just two, and we just need to remember how to reactivate the remaining bunch to really start expanding our songs. Well, actually we don’t have to do anything, as this process is going on right now whether we know it or not.
Ok, so, whenever your song increases or is purified, you will attract more of what resonates with that particular song. It’s really quite amazing! You start to attract not only persons or situations that resonates with yourself, but actual fragments of your essence! And this process is not limited in time or space! You will attract fragments from anywhere and anywhen! Intergalactic time-travel soul retrieval maybe?
Weird? Maybe. Cool? Most probably. Awesome? Definitely!
The image I got to explain this built-in “app” was the following: I saw my own body’s song increase in clarity and strength, and from every direction small glimmering fragments came flying towards me, reuniting with me in some way. I got the distinct feeling that they had been waiting for my song to reach them, so they could find me! They had been waiting for this “beacon” of mine to start transmitting so they could lock onto it. Scary-cool stuff! OK, for every little fragment that melted into me, my song increased, and attracted even more fragments until I was a glowing expanding ball of… Of me I suppose, of Life.
The effect was exponential, as more fragments clarified my song which made me attract even more fragments.
The thing is, that in these times your song is increasing even without you knowing it, and the effect is, among other cool stuff, that you will not be able to eat food that does not resonate with you. You may also experience discomfort in other areas of your life, as things will start to feel “too tight”. Just like a womb in labour…
Then, when you stop eating this particular food, or leave the constricting situation, your song increases even more, which leads to… Well, you get the picture! You are singing yourself into a glowing mass of life!
So, what to do not to disturb the symphony? As usual, relax and know that everything is as it should. Dare to choose life basically. Dare to remember your Awesomeness! It’s needed in these times. 
May Your Song Sound Clear and Strong!
(That sounded better in my mind, slightly pompous in writing.)
The question “Why?” is probably the question I use the most. Well, actually we can delete “probably” as it’s THE most used question. It wasn’t always like this though, as I kind of lost it after my childhood years. As a kid I used “Why?” several hundred times a day, or so I can imagine.
Recently I’ve had two planned events relating to my company, “losing the power of Life” or what one might call it, which ultimately lead to me cancelling them. It’s like I’m being redirected to another time-stream! (Sounds slightly pompous, but that’s what it feels like.)
Probably not, and that’s what’s been happening to me for many weeks. Not actual sex (would probably be slightly exhausting to have constant sex for weeks) but floods of experiences. Lots of stuff is happening to me right now. I’m stunned, forced to just experience and the thought of describing or even reflect upon it is hard.
If this “whatever you want” is “the sun” or “the ground” or “my own hand” it might not qualify for being a sign. However, “a dinosaur”, “a feather”, “a heart”, “a white rock” or whatever that is slightly out of the ordinary works.
The occurrence of the number 555 is, according to the web, a sign that a great change is coming my way, or that I need to make a life altering choice. It also seems to show up as a sign that it’s harvest time. A time to reap the rewards for previous work.
Few, if any, of us can hear the song of atoms with our ears. Thank God, one might add, as the alternative most probably would be instant madness. Not good. The really cool thing is when the songs of atoms are combined into molecules, and you get duos, trios and a whole bunch of other constellations. Orchestras even! Symphonies of songs combined into complex things as… flowers, water, pine needles, sand, the smell of flowers.
Insight: My thoughts are the conductor of the orchestra that is made up of the molecules in my body! The conductor does not make any sounds him-/herself, but acts and expresses through the songs of others!
Realization! (drum-roll): I’m actually experiencing withdrawal! I’m a meat junkie! Shit… Ok, I can’t go into rehab to de-tox/de-meat, I suppose, so the only thing is not to give into this meat craving. That would make void the work I have done so far. Another realisation (slightly smaller drum-roll): I think I’m compensating meat with eggs! I have been devouring eggs like a madman! Sometimes up to 8 eggs a day! I love eggs. Ecological eggs, from happy hens living outdoors, not in cages.
Many days I feel that my entire life is put on back burner. I have the distinct feeling that I am not even close to living up to my potential, like I’m driving with the parking brake on.
Many days I feel like Neo in The Matrix. I know there’s something wrong with the world, but I can’t put my finger on it. Maybe “wrong” is not the right word by the way, it’s more like I know there’s more to this reality that meets my eye. All I see is just some sort of mirage, an illusion, and behind it all is another world, another reality. I do have the occasional urge to just level everything I see as it’s blocking my view of the inner truth of the creation itself. I have had the opportunity to pull the veil aside on occasion, but even then I feel I’m only looking at, and experiencing, a shadow of a fading memory.
I feel like I just put a big spoon of my favourite ice-cream in my mouth, as “wander outside or beyond” sounds awesome. Kind of sums up what my escalating inner part wants to do I think. Go beyond. But, I fear that should I let him loose, so to say, he might very well run around naked playing the trumpet just because he feels like it. Or, maybe the fear of naked trumpeting is just one of the reasons I use to keep him locked inside, as he might very well be a very well-behaved gentleman. An insane, Ambrosia drinking gentleman, but anyway.
Especially when it comes to reaching your goals. The act of doing it from behind is the key here.
Anyway, here’s where the “doing your goal from behind” comes in. When you want to reach a goal, you need to start with the goal and go backwards. Defining necessary step by necessary step, until you reach the starting point of what to do today. Right now.
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